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Audio: Stew Glick 2006

The following talks by Stew Glick are available on both CD and audio tape.

April 2006 Retreat

Day 4
  • Is discerning where someone's coming from necessarily judgmental?
  • Respect: looking again, listening again.
  • To appreciate how heavily conditioned this body-mind is.
  • Also be careful with such language-"heavily conditioned."
  • Because the power of presence is amazing.
Day 6
  • Dogen's, "My life is one continuous mistake."
  • Innumerable causes and conditions for what we call "me" and "my life."
  • Who is there really to blame in a situation?
  • See it as this interlocked human condition. (36 mins)

May 2006 Retreat

Day 1
  • Joshu's, "Wash your bowls."
  • Care and attention communicated through neatly raked gravel.
  • Being told what to do - the mind can manufacture an intonation that's not there.
  • Bankei's, "The mind that isn't expecting that dog's bark."
  • Open, innocent, "is the unborn Buddha-mind." (29 mins)
Day 2
  • Stress.
  • "I should be assertive, but I'm easygoing, eager to please."
  • Conflict between these images.
  • Wanting to appear some way, to self or others, is the cause of much stress.
  • Memories embedded in body-mind evoke stress in unrelated circumstances. (28 mins)
Day 3
  • "How to integrate the spiritual with daily life?"
  • "Why is non-separation so much harder to feel with people than with nature?"
  • "Is non-identification with the body dissociation?"
  • Well this work brings greater sensitivity, but what do I call my body?
  • Sitting here now - where is the dividing line, except in thought? (37 mins)
Day 4
  • Is it possible to stay here, present, in the midst of change?
  • Even to call it change requires some thinking. Jjust each moment what it is.
  • "What use is awareness work if it's not always there?"
  • A question prompted by the accumulation of hurts and regrets in distracted living?
  • A deeply shared human consciousness, deeper than individual conditioned patterns.
  • Nisargadatta: "Don't pretend to be what you are not. Don't refuse to be what you are."
  • Wanting to be aware all the time - is that not pretense?
  • Do I know what I am? (33 mins)

October 2006 Retreat

Day 1
  • There's a not-knowing in the embracing of what's here; our usual knowing brings a veil.
  • Noticing is not dependent on thought. It makes thought and sensation transparent.
  • Sounds, thoughts, feelings - it's all change.
  • Is there something that doesn't change, that holds it all? Some inner quiet stillness?
  • It's what makes true love possible: love not relative to my needs, wants, expectations.
  • Love not seeking to fulfill itself, but allowing everyone and all to be as it is. (28 mins)
Day 2
  • An image of self or other is a story: based on the past, projected into the future.
  • Does seeing erase residue, like one of those stain-removing sticks?
  • My mother dying, terrified: "Where has my life gone?"
  • Next day she was completely different, having a peace I'd never experienced with her.
  • Fear of ending. (44 mins)
Day 3
  • "Sit on it" - fear, the urge to move away, understood openly without pressure.
  • In stillness such movements can be truly noticed.
  • "What to do about the world's endless suffering?"
  • We each find our own way - which is manifesting here directly in clear encounter.
  • Everything we do and say brings either disharmony or love and peace to this world.
  • Is that what's important - to make no divisions, not what the world calls lofty? (45 mins)